Take a look at the new film to promote my forthcoming book, On the Marshes produced by Luke Gardener.
Today is the vernal equinox, the day when all things stand equal in the sky. It is a time to balance the books, to way up the good things in life and the lessons still needing to be learnt.
The Swale, Kent this morning.
Today I walked Barksore Marshes, a private area of land on the edge of the Swale in North Kent. I was there to do a survey, to look at grass length and water in preparation for the coming breeding season, when I hoped the land would be full of lapwing.
My head had been full of New Year decorating plans and the sky became a Dulux colour chart of cool greys with twee names like ‘moonshadow’ and ‘pearl dawn’.
I stopped on a bridge over a fleet for a coffee. It was silent, a marshland silence, an enveloping cotton wool cloud of hush, broken occasionally by a crow cawing or a pheasant clucking or knot wing flashing out on the bay with a sound like a wave breaking on shingle.
A snipe flew from the rush. It was silent enough to hear the drip of water from its toes, creating rings, growing and softening across the surface of the fleet.
Skylarks began singing as the sun warmed the land.
“Too early,” I told them. “Wait, wait. It feels like spring but it could still turn.”
I hoped so. I hoped that winter would still come and change the country back into one of four seasons instead of a country with a climate that seemed to remain, warm, wet and grey year round.
Talking aloud, talking to birds and insects and sheep. It was the curse of the self employed. I was so often alone on the marshes I forgot what was normal. The aloneness could drive you crazy but not today. Today other people felt the back to work gloom descend. crowded on trains or stuffed into overheated offices but not me.
Today I thanked my ex boss who had trusted me with this gig. I thanked God for this morning of silence and light on the marshes. I thanked my lucky stars.